Saturday, November 18, 2006

Disappearing Act? ...not so cool...

Alright, it's been a while since my last post, and not to make excuses or anything, but I did acctually come on and write up some stuff...clicked on the button to publish...and it DISAPPEARED!! -Let me tell you - I was NOT a happy girl! So here I am...back...typing, and let's hope the site doesn't crap out on me again.

Okay. So I'm in a bit of a tough situation right now. I don't exactly what to do...but when do I ever know what to do? I don't know wether to follow my head or my heart...they're both telling me complete opposites...or so I thought. Now my head is leaning a little towards my heart's decision...but is that because I want it to? Hhmmm.... I know what the "smart" thing to do would be.. But do I always need to do the smart thing? I mean, I'm not saying I never do anything stupid..I do plenty of stupid things, but for the big decisions, I usually stick to the safe, or smart thing. Time to change that? Who knows.

Lately I've become pretty materialistic...as we all are - don't try and tell me you're not materialistic..come on, live without your cell phone? or even home phone? Computer!? I mean honestly...who needs like 15 pairs of shoes...and STILL wants more!?(*erm**Not talking about myself**erm*)





Anyhow... I think that's all for now.
I SHALL RETURN!

TODAY'S WORD: dematerialize [dee-muh-teer-ee-uh-lahyz]
To deprive of or lose apparent physical substance; make or become immaterial: Mirrors have the effect of dematerializing a wall. The dry ice seemed to dematerialize as it sublimated.

3 comments:

AfterVerner said...

My comment can't get out because my head is too distracted trying to think of how to slip dematerialize into the comment. Tough, tough. Yeah, decisions are sketch. I can almost never decide anything. I could spend half an hour to decide what drink I want want. However, I am hopeful that these inadequecy in making desicions will dematerialize soon.

And I think I could imagine life without those. But not without the people who are normally on the other end of those.

drewology said...

I guess your decision should also depend on whether your head or heart is leading you in the right direction! Follow truth and you won't go wrong. It may hurt sometimes but in the end it is the best.

Anonymous said...

Hello beautiful!!

I'm just gonna echo Andrew and say that it has to be leading in the right direction. God will show you in HIS time. You're special Jess! Love you!